I almost cried

Today Ayden has been so cuddly I love it usually she is off playing and running and well into everything..Today she has been sitting on my lap and hugging me and so lovey..Well usually when she falls I kiss it and she says better Mommy. Well today she fell and afterwards crawled into my lap and said sing to me Mommy omg I had tears as I was singing im not sure why but those words made me just look at her and want to cry.As I looked down at her I thought to myself this is my baby this is what I have tried for for 10 years she is my angel..So I sang the first song that came to my head



If I needed you would you come to me,
Would you come to me, and ease my pain?
If you needed me
I would come to you
I'd swim the seas for to ease your pain

The new Ashley

Well Ash got her braces on Wed today is Thur and poor baby is in so much pain I have to say she looks really cute in her pink braces...Ashley is almost 16 years old she has grown up so fast I don't want anymore time to pass I want her to stay home with me forever she is my best friend and her growing up and moving on scares me..I pray I have done a good job as a mother to her that she will grow to to be a wonderful woman...She is sweet loving, caring, a great friend and the best daughter anyone could ask for...Not a day goes by that she doesn't hear how much I love her...




6:30 am on our way to get bracesThe new Ashley she looks so cute in bracesMy Monkey my best friend I love you sunshine

A sweet memory

This past Monday I spent the day with Troy Ashley took care of Ayden. It has been a while since we have been apart but it was a good oppurtunity to do some birthday shopping for Ayden..We have been telling her about her birthday coming up alot in the past few weeks..Well we get home and she jumps in my arms and says I missed you mommy so much really reaally missed you and hugs and squeezes me so tight then says I love you mommy ughhhh happy birthday mommy it was so cute she was looking for all the nice things she could think of to say to me....I ABSOLUTLEY LOVED IT MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD

Ayden update

So the x-rays came back and everything looks good next is neurologist for cat scan and mri which has me freaking out... Loli has a good freind that lives out of state and she told him what was going on with Ayden and he sent out the most heart warming email to all the people he knows it brought tears to my eyes so I wanted to share what he wrote

FOLKS, Like most of us,I have special prayers.Most are directed to God.This one goes to my close friends who help me to be able enjoy life because of care and concerns for oneanother. I have a great family of friends in Texas who today are very afraid,concerned and really need your prayers. Ayden Emery [2 years old] has some kind of health issue that is threatening her ability to walk. Her young parents are devastated,her Aunt prays daily and more often for her little neice. Please, when you kneel today to take your message to the Lord,remember this precious baby. I am so thankful for your friendship and wish you more! Tom W

My Ashley

Ashley came home from spending the weekend at her friends house not feeling good so today she went to the Dr she has a sinus infection and bronchitis my poor baby what i wouldn't do to trade places with her right now...on a good not she has a apt with her dentist to get her fitting for her braces that she will have put on next Wednesday she is so excited.

My Ayden

So last Wed Ayden was playing in the first and it started to drizzle so I asked her to get up well she fell down and I said silly girl get up lets go in then she fell again and attempted to get up 3 more times Troy and I looked at each other and said somethings wrong as were running to her well she keeps falling she can not stand at all she just collapsed everytime we stood her up so off to the e.r we go where we wait 5 hours to see the dr got to love those dang e.r's so by the time he sees us she is fine and dandy like nothing ever happen so he says it cant be diagnosed but he is willing to bet it wont happen again so we get home and the next morning what do you know she does it again she collapses every time she tries to wal so we make an apt with her pedi he does x rays of her hips and pelvis results come back on fri says everything is fine so our next step is a neurologist in the mean time i will continue to just worry...

Is this crazy or is it just me

The Duggars are having a 19th baby omg i would go out of my mind

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A new Kid

So today is the first day I am babysitting anew kid his name is Camdyn and he is 9 months old Ayden seems to like him so far and has not been extremely jealous she has only yelled my mommy to him once it was very cute btw. Nothing much has been going on her in our house latley the usual work school dinner last night we had family night and played a game called sequence it was alot of fun we enjoyed it.......It seems to be cooling off her finally and we even got some rain wow I forgot what rain was but it sure was nice for our grass which we have been struggling to keep green....Great day to all :)