Thursday, July 9, 2009

What am I going to do now


Well ever since I can remember I have worked at a day care center or baby sat at home well I am done the little girl I have been caring for for 3 years now will no longer be here anymore and the other two part time girls are moving so no more kids for me what am I going to do with my self I thought about putting Ayden in a day care and getting a job but the thought of that scares the crap out of me and I don't know anyone out here who babysits so I don't know what my next step is.I used to be a manager at a hair salon and loved it but Ash was old enough and stayed with my mom well I don't live near my mom and she can't watch Ayden so ugh im in a rut and just needed to vent a bit......

2 comments:

Georgana said...

I know what you mean. I stay home w/James and sometimes get so bored. I cant wait till he starts school so I get back to work or at least volunteer at his school. at the same time I get stressed knowing we are gonna be apart. I like the picture...lol

kim said...

hey hey now! I'm right here! Haven goes to school this year and it will be just me and Ella. Call me!